So guess what, I am finally starting to feel better. I have not been able to say that in a long time. I had some major things to figure out these past few weeks and I finally decided to stop the things that I felt were hurting me. I got some good advice and went with it. It took me breaking down to realize how unhealthy my life had become. I am still shocked how easily I have transitioned. I get tempted at times to fall back into what was comfortable, but I am already feeling so much better about life, so I would be insane to go back.
Its good to have people who encourage you to do what is healthy for you and remind you that you were not happy with the way things were. It also helps that I have new relationships right now that are helping me adjust. My new roommates are pretty much amazing. I already knew Morgy but we are getting closer as I get the chance to talk to her, and Ali and Vanessa are both breathes of fresh air to the mundane life that exists in Provo. I am not as anxious about what is going on and am doing much better at just doing my own thing a lot of the time until something comes up. Dan is also a new addition that has been really helpful. We have been friends for awhile now but I never really gave him a chance because of where I was at in my life. I am having fun with him, which is the most important thing for me right now.
No new nightmares to report!
1 comment:
I'm so glad that life is looking up for you Brit :-) Keep holding on to the better things!
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